27 April, 2008

Bread with egg...

It's 2am but yet i am online blogging... You'll know why towards the end... =)
So let's start with Friday... The only day that alarm doesn't have to come in use... Monday to Thursday all morning classes... Saturday and Sunday got work... So only left with Friday for my own sweet sleep...
Warning: Please do not call me on a Friday morning unless URGENT...!!!
So yah... Slept until 11am... Hasn't been feeling well the night before... Or rather for the past one week... Think my whole body is heaty... Sms Sue when i woke up to decide what will be the plans for the day since we got futsal at 6pm... Sue suggested to watch movie coz she felt she hasn't watched movie for a long time (which is so not true)... But i said i want to go back uni to study (I haven't been up with my study plans recently)... As usual... She goes along with me... But i was seriously feeling unwell in the afternoon so i said wait for me to feel better only we leave for uni... Around 1+pm... Received K's call asking whether can borrow Kim Han for an hour to go Mid Valley... Then i go "Huh???"... After that only remember i say i'll meet Kim Han in uni at 3pm and study together... And so time passed by very fast... Guess what's the time Sue and me reached uni... 4.30pm... Guess what time Kim Han and K reach back uni... 4.30pm also... That's what Malaysians are all capable of... Never punctual...!!!
Next great thing... My main purpose of going back uni was not achieved... Coz Kim Han, K, Sue and me all reached at the same time... We walked in uni together... In this type of scenerio... We'll definitely think about where's Tee Yew... And with NO doubt... Tee Yew can be found inside MUSA... So we headed there... Once we stepped in... We never step out until 5.35pm (time to leave for futsal)... Was seeing Kim Han's stunt when foosing and blah blah blah (i don't remember actually)... A very useful day indeed... Yes... It was meant to sound sarcastic...
6pm was futsal... Nothing much to write about... It's always the company we are looking forward to during futsal... But we are deciding on a change next week... BASKETBALL...!!! Wow... It sound exciting... But it's always destined that Wai Chien won't get the touch of the ball... So we'll see how things go... =)
Then dinner in Murni... I was supposed to go down KL coz it was my dad's birthday... But it got cancelled along the way coz of miscommunication... I thought mom will tell dad to go KL and meet... Mom thought i will be the busybody and tell my dad that there's dinner... But in the end... None of us did... Dad ate his dinner himself... Ouch... Poor him...
But the conclusion for Friday: Wai Chien was very very happy... =D =D =D
Saturday...
It always seems that it'll be my play masak masak time whenever i go my aunt's restaurant... It seems as though i'm playing a fool more and not working... But it all happened because i'm not allowed to cook at home coz mom is very particular with cleanliness and getting work done fast... I might be a very organized person but when comes to things i'm not familiar with... I'll be the most messy person you can every imagine...
My house happens to have bread and no one is eating it... So mom decided to do something great to it and the bread will end up in everyone's stomach nicely... And i was given the responsibility...
The Bread
1st attempt...
I failed... ='(

2nd attempt...
Great success... =)
Final product...
That's not all... Let the pictures tell you what the 3 main chefs in the restuarant think about my kitchen experience...

My mom - The 3rd chef... She was quite reluctant to take picture with my bread...

The 2nd chef - My all time favourite auntie in the shop who dote me the most... "Supportive!!!" She ate more then 3 pieces for sure...
The 1st and the ultimate chef - All she did was 1 bite and said, "I don't eat one..."
Ouch!!!
*She's my aunt by the way... So i wasn't offended... I knew she doesn't eat but still i managed to make her have a bite...*
Then it was Monash Carnival... "Theme: Wet and Wild"... I was indeed very wet with all the water splashing on me... Stayed until around 5pm then left coz i still got work in the night...
I was on this particular page of typing out my blog at 12midnight when my mom came out of her room and said... "Let's go for Western food to make it back for your dad's birthday..."
My first reaction... I pointed to my eye bag and tell her to look at it... But there was obviously no alternative so out for supper i went... Reached home at 1.45am... Couldn't sleep coz i ate too much and everyone is watching tv at the same time and it 2.20am now... Waiting for the food to digest a bit more and i'll be off to my sleep land...
In the mean time... I realised i've been eating a lot recently... I must start cutting down the amount of food i eat...
Tired... But never the less... I think i still typed a QUITE long post... Whoever who reads from the beginning till the end... Muacks... You are so patient and so much appreciated for the effort to know what happened in my life... Hehehe... Alright... Good night people... *hugs*

24 April, 2008

Do not read if you are not in a good mood...

I'm tired...
Both mentally and physically...
Perhaps it's just not my day today...
Didn't sleep well last nite...
I remember falling asleep...
But the next thing is i actually knew i took a turn on the bed...
Straight after Business Law Tutorial at 10am...
Tee Yew, Sue and me went MUSA...
Simran joined us there...
Kim Han was foosing with K...
The first thing he said was he don't know where is his wallet...
It's either in the car or he dropped it...
Sue and my first reaction is to ask him to go find for his wallet immediately...
But he continue foosing...
So i took the ball away...
In Sue's thinking...
She knows how tedious it gets if all the cards are lost...
In my thinking...
I just know had bad it feels if something has been lost...
I don't want him to experience that...
But sadly... =(
He totally misunderstood our intention...
and interpret it as we scolding him...
Until now...
He is still emoing with me...
I just feel shit when i placed all my concern but it's not being appreciated...
Went for Psychology lecture...
I was being a very good girl...
The 1st time i actually listen throughout the whole lecture...
And take down notes...
I was really hungry after Psychology lecture...
Had only intended to eat in uni cafeteria coz it was raining earlier on...
When the lecture finished...
It was only drizzling a bit...
So Tee Yew suggested to go Medan...
The food there are way cheaper and nicer...
Kim Han was doing his Consumer Behavior test so did not join us for lunch...
Normally...
I'll always agree on the healthier option...
Which is to walk all the way from uni to Medan and back to uni after eating...
But it was drizzling today...
So i suggested to drive to go...
This friend of our's...
Being very "SMART" of him...
Said, "Wai Chien also always don't want to walk."
In the first place...
You are in no position to comment about me...
Secondly...
You had NEVER joined us to go Medan for any lunch...
So in what position are you to make that sentence...
Even in uni itself...
I'll always insist to walk the stairs instead of taking the lift...
So just "SHUT UP" when you know nothing...!!!
I didn't want to walk because it's drizzling...
I know how fast i can fall sick if i walk under the rain...
It's not like if i fall sick...
I can stay home and sleep whole day long...
I got a whole long list of things to do...
And i've already been not feeling well...
I'm trying my best to prevent it from happening because i can't afford to fall sick now...
Went for Business Stats Tutorial at 2pm...
Out tutor, Mr Choo, didn't come...
TC Tang replaced the class...
I wasn't in any mood throughout the whole class...
It just felt and seems that everything has fallen down on me...
Everyone is turning their backs away from me...
I just felt damn down...
Straight after Business Stats Tutorial...
I suggested to go home...
As mentioned in previous post before...
I just love being at home...
So what can be more cosy being back at home when everything seems so down...
I said to Sue i want to drive home...
And yes i was allowed to...
I was already in a bad mood...
The only way to hide it is by talking...
And i know i'll talk a lot when driving because i'll be busy complaining...
But just at this traffic light before turning into LDP...
I turned to take my jacket...
Sue turned together and her elbow hit my left eye nicely...
The next thing i can feel is my eye is in pain...
Following it is my contact lens dropping...
I've wore contact lens for don't know how many years...
And this is the FIRST time it dropped...
Of course i feel damn pissed...
Sue took over the driving...
I was quiet throughout the whole journey home...
I just did not know what to say...
There are a lot of things running through my mind...
Oh yah...
Before i left uni...
I sent a quite nasty sms to Kim Han...
I was totally emo with him when i see him still being emo with me when i see him in MUSA after my Business Stats Tutorial...
Kim Han did not bother replying me...
I know you'll be reading my blog...
All i can say is "I'm sorry..."
I didn't know the concern expressed for you will be an irritation...
On the way walking out of uni...
Bumped into Dominic and Daniel...
Dominic first said...
"You look tired..."
But after a few seconds...
"Nah... You look sad..."
He was really indeed very observant...
So now i'm back home blogging here...
Listening to songs at the same time...
Home alone as usual...
I miss my old days...
I miss my Singapore life...
When everything is still so innocent and simple...
Sometimes...
It's really not a good thing to know many things...
The more you know...
The more you'll think about it...
The more you'll get yourself hurt...
But if you chooses not to know the truth...
You'll be hurting people when you didn't at all intend to...
Has things been becoming complicating...
Or it's just merely me who is thinking too much...
I'm just feeling very down at this period of time...
So please do not keep disturbing me...
Sorry to all those i've hurt...
I know to a lot of you...
You just feel it's unfair that it seems that i'm always being more protected at times...
It seems that i've always been getting things the way i want...
I really don't...
I can be strong in front of everyone...
Without shedding any tears...
Without any complains...
But there's a lot of times when things aren't at all fair to me...
Believe me...

19 April, 2008

First day of work...

Well...
It's not like it's my first day of work throughout my whole life... I've been working part-time more then enough coz mom always say don't just sit at home... Go out to the society and learn more thing...

First day to work in my aunt's new restaurant...
I actually did tell some people how worried i am to work there because there will be a lot of foreseeable conflicts going to happen... I'll be the youngest there but because of all my past experiences and being a relative... I'll be able to make decisions... I really didn't want anything unhappy to happen between any of the workers there because i've been given the rights... I must ensure things go fast when they are too slow... I must ensure at all times they don't raise their voice too loud because it makes us seems like in a market more than a restuarant... But i can see that everyone is on good form and it is a whole great thing to be working there today... At least there is a day of good memory for the time being...

Uniform...
Very relunctantly... I wore their uniform... I really didn't want to because the design is very china like type... From the very first day i saw that uniform... I've been complaining that no matter what... I don't want to wear that uniform... The top is the china type design which had to go with white bottoms...
1) I have no white bottoms...
2) I was allowed to wear white tops which comply to what the kitchen people will wear...
3) Coz i'm close to everyone there and so i was given the special privilege to not comply with what are required...
But in the end... I decided to change into the uniform when peak hour is going to start... I just want everything to seem nice and elegant... And if i want others to accept that i'm there because i'm capable of the job and not because of my people relations there... I have to show a good example...

Another happy thing...
My aunt's restaurant sells fruit juice... My favorite fruit juice at all time... "Orange and Banana"... Ahh... I can imagine some of ur faces going like "Argh", "Disgusting" and blah blah blah... But believe me... If you are a banana fans... You'll surely like the drink...
1) I made carrot milk for 1 of the aunties there who dote on me the most...
2) I made mom and me a cup of Orange and Banana... "Yeah...!!! =D"
3) The last cup to be made was a mixture of carrot, orange and banana... Coz it was all the left over... But once and again... The taste wasn't that bad after all...

Working in my aunt's restaurant...
No doubt it'll be different as working for other people's company... My last part-time job could be considered as a horror... I always thought kindergarten hasn't been providing good service but never did i expect the last part-time job could be a torture at times... I even risk my friendship during that duration of that job... Back to main topic... I can have my own way in my aunt's restaurant... I don't need to do all the hands-on things myself... I can always do things at my own pace... Of course... I must know my own limits... But the best part is still... I'm able to sleep in the shop... No one will say no when i say i'm tired... They will be instead saying faster go grab a quick nap before the next peak hour starts... *Feel so loved*

Last but not least...
The matter that have been bothering me since thursday... I've finally got an answer to what i want... I want friendship... I don't want to risk anything to lose another friendship... After i've accomplished what i want... I'll leave... This is a promise...

I believe that the world isn't always fair but at the same time... I know that no matter what i do... There will be at least 1 person who understands me even when everything seems so wrong...

At least from the start of today morning... I've always been putting a smile on me and no more solemn face... This will how things will be from now onwards and i'll not show my sad side anymore...

*hugs people*

:( :( :(

People are losing pendrive but yet i'm losing my Business Law textbook... :(

First of all... That book cost a tons... It's RM256... Secondly... I've all my important notes and points highlighted... Thirdly... At this point of time... I'm already broke enough to actually afford another new book... Number four... I can't survivie my final exam without studying from my own book... It's just somehow my bad habit that i must study off from my own book...

Possibility of where my book will be...
1) I've always thought i have took the book up to Sue's car... But Sue had checked her car thoroughly and found nothing... So it's eliminated...
2) The book could be in uni's locker... But i remember that day Sue said finally there is a day when the locker is actually so empty... Possibility of my book being there is cut down...
3) It could be in MUSA... Coz on thursday i kept on letting people to sign Tee Yew's birthday card which was kept in my file... I could have neglect about my Business Law book totally...!!! Pray hard that I left my book there and manage to find it back...

I called Sue immediately when i realised that my book went missing... She kept on reassuring me that since normally my principal is to never take things that don't belong to me... People will not take my book away now... Luckily she has to go Puchong for some chores tomorrow so on her way there... She will drop by uni and check whether my book is in the locker...

Then I called Tee Yew to ask whether he could have notice it since we attend the same tutorials the whole day on thursday and had lunch together... So a lot of time I'll be around with him... But he didn't coz in the first place he also don't know i've misplaced my book... Tee Yew also "aiyoh" along with me when knowing that i lose/misplace my book...

Next person is Kim Han... The most disappointing reply i get... "You called just for that...???" Oh my... When you misplaced your Management book... You actually sent sms to everyone of us in the middle of the night at 2am+... So what makes you think that i shouldn't be calling to ask for my book... Yes i know you are tired... But i'm worried... I couldn't even sleep now and i got work tomorrow... Can you have a bit more concern...??? Somemore still can sarcastically say... "Sleep somemore in MUSA..." You know my brain won't function without nap...

Next person to call is Alvin Lai... Welfare officer of MUSA... He say he has to go back uni tomorrow and so will help to check for me...

I didn't intend to blog another emo blog... I wanted to blog about today's happenings... There was so much i wanted to blog about and tell everyone but my mind just went blank without knowing where is my Law book now...

People reading my blog please put yourself in my shoe and feel how is it to lose such an important book at this point of time... Please pray hard that I just accidentally misplaced my book... I rather i misplaced my book... Make a big fuss about it and find it at the end of the day... And not to lose it permanently... :(

16 April, 2008

Mood Swing...!!!

Am currently in library 2nd floor with Kim Han and Sue... Kim Han says he is rushing his Money & Capital assignment but yet now he is showing us all his pictures from his hard disk... He is distracting us instead... *bleh*

Slept throughout my whole Management lecture today... I tried paying attention but the lecturer somehow just pissed me off and made me shut her out... I slept first followed by a guy sitting on my left side and then Sue who is on my right side... *I heard Joji took the pictures of us sleeping and she is going to post it up... No Joji please...!!!*

Went Salmon Steak for lunch... Haven't been having appetite for the past few days... Same goes today... I didn't finish my food... It was nice but i just got upset along the way...

Just called Sony Ericsson Service Center... They are just simply pushing me to the limits... W580i is giving me SO SO SO much of a problem... My first Sony Ericsson phone but yet disappointments after disappointments... Please do not make me throw my temper anymore... I promise I will soon boycott Sony Ericsson products...

Aunt's restaurant had opened on Monday... Reached there at around 8pm... Everything seems great except the part that if all the workers there get any fatter... We won't be able to get through each other... Will be working part-time there every weekends... There goes all my weekends... =( But well... That's the best way i can do to help my aunt back after so much of care she had showered on me...

Mom is working there also... Last time mom used to finish work at 4pm... But now she only finishes at 10pm... It always used to be her waiting for me to get home... But now will be me waiting for her to get home... Things just seems different... I remember one morning she came into my room... Slept beside me which then woke me up... She told me she couldn't sleep and she's feeling unhappy... I tried asking her why is she unhappy a few times but there was no reply... The next thing i knew is i slept back and i was home alone when i woke up... I just feel bad... I didn't do my part of being a good daughter...

I have miss out a lot of things... I just seems to "drop" or rather lose a lot of things along my life... I lost my friendliness... I lost the care i used to have for a lot of people... I forgot how to be loving... I forgot how to love people around me... I forgot how to be patient... I forgot how to control my own temper... I forgot how to smile from within my heart... I forgot how to be caring...

I just feel so tired... Why life can't be as simple as it is... Why are there people out in the world who's cunning and sly... Why are there people out there who pretend they are so innocent but yet they are the one who are doing things that hurts you deep deep down...

Who's fault are all these then... Is it their's... Or is it juz me...??? ='(

07 April, 2008

Joanna's Farewell Dinner

That's what we ate for Joanna farewell dinner... Somehow the pictures for desserts *my favourites of the night* were not taken... =(

Dish 1 - "Er Ri Fen"


Dish 2 - Shark "Pin" Soup according Kim Ha Lim

Dish 3 - Thai Style Chicken

Dish 4 - "Yu Zhu"

Dish 5 - Steam Fish

Dish 6 - "Luo Hon Zhai"


Dish 7 - Prawn

Dish 8 - Fried Rice






Dish 9 and 10 *desserts missing*






After dinner shall be photos time with Joanna...


All the Girls... =)


All the Guys...

Group Picture

Happy Family...!!! =D

To Joanna:

Even though you are far in India alone... We will all still miss you... I miss the times when we attend every class together... I miss the times whenever you go to uni bookshop and insist you want to buy Mamee... In short... I just miss everything about you... Take good care of yourself in India and no matter where you are... You will always have all of our moral support in Malaysia... *hugs*