Watching and accompanying her grow... =D

22nd September 2009, she turned 6...

She officially changed her chinese name from 范子欣 to 范慈芯

I'm not there for her this whole year...

But my heart remains...

=D

Together...

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... we work

... we take pictures in car

... we meet cartoon characters

... we go amusement parks

... accompany you for sports events

... bringing you for ballet performance

... prepare to go out

... celebrate symbolic festivals

... and holidays together

Last but not least

You are always accompanying me through everything



Happy Birthday my Forever Sweetie Princess...

Love you always...

And i can imagine how amazed is big brother now with the amount of pictures i got with mei mei, bleh... Hehehe...

Regretted last time, Regretting today and will continue in future!!!

Can't you just not mention anything...

Is there a need to disclose whatever the connection WAS before...

You don't mind...

But i don't like...!!!

Why can't you just be you

And me living my own life...

I regretted...

I really did...

You brought ...sham*...to my life...

I dun like you from the bottom of my heart...

Can't you just leave me alone and stop making connections...!!!!

And this is not referring to TY

Do i still need a title

Jigsaw puzzle

It used to be connected

But now it's scattered

Do i still have the ability to put the pieces back together...

~ ~ ~

And know what's the most scary thing about being away from home...
It's not the "homesick" feeling...
It's the feeling of "what if something not auspicious is happening to one of the family members"...
But when you know that they are all safe and sound...
Tears of happiness will be rolling down the cheeks...
:)

Few more months and I'll be home sweet home... =)

Was cleaning my room a bit just now when the thought that in a few more months time, I'll be doing the same thing but during then, it'll be packing everything into my luggage bag...

I can't wait to go home... To be back in own house... To be sleeping in my own bedroom... To know that i will never be alone when i go home... To hear voices every single night... Though that time will have to comply to family obligations all over again, with never ending house work to be done either every day or every week... I still can't wait to be home sweet home...

A lot of people thought that i'll fly back straight after exams since i'm so homesick... But no... I'm determined... I'll stay through december... At least that's in my mind now... But you never know... Since my return flight is an open ticket... I can always ring up, book a flight and surprise everyone in malaysia... =D

I miss home... But this time not expressing with a sad thought in mind... Instead expressing with a smile cause i know i'm just a few more months away to be sitting in the aeroplane and flying home... =D