S Club 7 - Never had a dream come true

Everybody's got something

They had to leave behind

One regret from yesterday

That just seems to grow with time

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There's no use looking back or wondering

How it could be now or might have been

All this I know but still I can't find ways

To let you go

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CHORUS

I never had a dream come true

Till the day that I found you

Even though I pretend that I've moved on

You'll always be my baby

I never found the words to say

You're the one I think about each day

And I know no matter where life takes me to

A part of me will always be with you

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Somewhere in my memory

I've lost all sense of time

And tomorrow can never be

Cuz yesterday is all that fills my mind

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There's no use looking back or wondering

How it should be now or might have been

All this I know but still I can't find ways

To let you go

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CHORUS

I never had a dream come true

Till the day that I found you

Even though I pretend that I moved on

You'll always be my baby

I never found the words to say

You're the one I think about each day

And I know no matter where life takes me to

A part of me will always be...

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You'll always be the dream

That fills my head

Yes you will, say you will, you know you will

Oh baby

You'll always be the one I know I'll never forget

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There's no use looking back or wondering

Because love is a strange and funny thing

No matter how I try and try

I just can't say goodbye...

No no no no

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CHORUS

I never had a dream come true

Till the day that I found you

Even though I pretend that I moved on

You'll always be my baby

I never found the words to say

You're the one I think about each day

And I know no matter where life takes me to

A part of me will always be...

A part of me will always be...

With you... ...

Mouse in my room

It's 2.40am now... I know it's late... I'm tired... And definitely sleepy... But i just didn't feel like switching my laptop off to go to bed...

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So yah... Mouse in my room... Wonder how i can be so calm while typing this post... But the night i knew for certain the mouse was in my room... I totally freaked out... I know people reading will surely be thinking... "Come on, there's are so many more rats in malaysia running on the road and it's only a mouse now"... But people... Imagine you have no single idea how many days you have been sleeping with the mouse in the same room... I tell you... You will cry... Coz i almost did...

The 1st person who came into my mind was Chee Yang... Apparently he stays downstairs and can come to my help immediately... But who knows... He's also afraid of mouse... And so we got another neighbour of mine who helped out... We left our door open and started to move the things around where the mouse was and it ran off...

Sue was on the phone with me throughout the whole incident... After the mouse was out from my room... I sat on my bed for at least an hour before i was willing to get down the bed to clean up... It was already 1.30am that time... I really got scared and i couldn't sleep that night... I was very alert to sounds the whole night that day or even till today...

I thought everything came to an end... But the mouse came in view again today... This time round it was on Chee Yang's floor... And so Chee Yang thought of folding cardboards and stick it to the bottom of the door to prevent the mouse from entering the room... He suggested me the night itself the mouse was in my room with this idea... But i rejected it instantly coz i thought the mouse will leave my stairway after there was such a big scene about it... Little did i expect it to be still around... And so today while he was making it... He asked me again whether i want it... And this time round... My mentality is... "It's better than nothing"... And he made it... And he helped me to fix it... So Chee Yang... A big thank you to you... =D

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Senior called me when he was in adelaide airport today... 30 minutes before his flight... And senior... I miss you... I felt like crying when i was on the phone with you... =(

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That's about it... And wishing everyone a good night if you are still awake...

9th = Last assignment...!!!

Finally...!!!

Ending of assignments = Welcoming exams = Ending of 1 semester

I'm glad that 1 semester had passed by...

But feeling a bit sad cause 1 semester seems to have pass so quickly (don't you agree Suh Ming?)...

But even more down cause 1 semester was more than enough for a person to change...

Speechless (2)

为什么要抽烟

8th assignment

Did i mention that my 8th assignment was submitted yesterday online and now i'm left with the last assignment due on wednesday...???

I feel so dumb... And i'm so stressed up till i missed everything today...

Missed work from 11am-3pm...

Missed PSY2031 lecture from 3pm-5pm...

Going to miss IB tutorial from 6pm-7pm...

And so going to miss IB lecture from 7pm-9pm... And it's my 3rd week of missing IB lecture already...

All i want now is my report to be done nicely and it will balance off all my negative thinkings in my head now...

But still... Why am i so dumb... ... ... =(

Note to myself

The point when you feel like giving up, just remember how daddy will be talking to you at the table with his most gentle tone:

你觉的...你尽力了吗?

And the next moment you know... I'll start crying already...

Mei mei...!!!

I miss the days mei mei comes into my room and squeeze into the same bed with me...!!!

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I miss the days mei mei played with my room's stuff and after that denied the fact she did...!!!

(coz i'll scold when people mess up my things)

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I miss the days mei mei wish me good morning...!!!

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I miss just how mei mei predict what am i doing whenever i'm not around/don't pick up calls...!!!

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I miss mei mei...!!!

='( ='( ='(

Can i go home...???

7th assignment + senior

I'm so glad i'm not taking any accounting units... There is this girl sitting in front of me currently doing an accounting unit assignment with all the "dr" and "cr" figures on excel and it reminds me of the horrible period during my 1st year 1st semester in monash...

Anyway... I'm now in campus center ITS... Didn't feel like going home straight after work and since i'll waste more time when i go home... Might as well stick my butt here and start doing my next assignment...

7th assignment was completed yesterday... Whenever i'm doing or done with a psychology assignment nowadays... It all brings back the same question to me... "Why am i still in this when i've already lose the passion?" But i guess i've gone so far till i'm not eligible to actually say i wanna give up now... Of course... This thought really struck me... And monash has impose such a scary environment that deferring from it or dropping out of uni had actually struck me the second time in two years time... Average once a year...

Senior came post office and surprised me today...!!! Something that lightens up my day when i'm feeling really exhausted... And senior... After you left... My boss says you are cute... Nah... He's not gay... But he thought you and me had something on... But that is so not true...!!! Seeing senior reminds me of malaysia time... Seeing you going out of post office and knowing you will soon be back in malaysia for good, it reminds me of how i left malaysia and everything back there... =(

I guess i should start on my next psychology assignment...

Words that kept me going when i'm almost on the verge of giving up...

~ The pillar to keep you standing ~

~ The cushion beneath when you fall ~

~ The float in the water ~

~ The driver on the road ~

~ The light in the dark ~

~ The heater in the cold ~

~ The battery on standby ~

~ The unlimited supply of petrol ~

12th week = 3rd month in aussie + 6th assignment

How i spent my 12th week in aussie...

Without any pre-organising as usual... Everything just pop out as a coincidence... A 2D1N trip to mornington peninsula organized by Alexis... If it's not of her... This trip wouldn't have been possible and wouldn't have leave such a good marking for my 3rd month in australia...

Thank you Alexis...!!!

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1) Arthurs Seat - and you get to see scenery like this

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2) Ashcombe Maze and Lavender Gardens

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3) Sunny Ridge Strawberry Farm

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4) Point Nepean - we walked the whole Point Nepean as shown in the coloured map

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5) Hot Spring - the only picture we took after the soak cause we didn't bring our cameras into the hot spring place

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6) The apartment we stayed in - it was a fabulous apartment

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7) Next morning to Rye Pier - Rye is the name of the place we stayed at

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8) Cape Schanck Lighthouse

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9) Mornington Peninsula Chocolates - no picitures of it but it's just a place to buy chocolates

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10) Back to reality, back to clayton and finished off my 6th assignment of the semester... Sceneries in Mornington are breathtaking and it's worth going... But it's worth going once, if asked to go the second time, lots of further considerations need to be taken... Hehehe... That's it for now then... Bye people and hope you enjoyed all the pictures... *smile*

Happy Mothers' Day

Happy Happy Mothers' Day

母情节快乐

Alright... This is my noble mommy who put up with every single nonsense i ever have... The noble mommy who knows how to make me do house work... The noble mommy who knows what i'm going through even when i don't say a word... The noble mommy who is the pillar of the family for as long as our family exists... What else more can i say but to say...

妈咪,你真的幸苦的把我们带大了...

谢谢你...

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She's practically my aunt... Yes... My biological aunt... Not those not related auntie from don't know where... She's just like my second mom... Willing to fetch me off from school every day when i'm in high school even though she has no obligation... Took care of my everything everything and really everything a mom will do for her daughter when mom was in usa for 3 months without any complains even though she had mei mei already at that point of time... Take me everywhere, bonding session every weekends, get me things i need even thought it's costly and simply putting... Yes... She's another person who pampers me a lot... It's my blessing to have her as my aunt... She's always in my list of preparation for mother's day...

丽容姨,你永远是我的好阿姨...

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Last but not least... Another biological aunt of mine... I wouldn't be where i am now if she had not been around for my family... Another person who took great care of me and taught me to be independent when i was in usa and my mom wasn't around with me...

谢谢你,美容姨...

La Porchetta

Went Clayton Town's La Porchetta on friday for dinner...

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Alexis

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Adinda

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Me and Victoria

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Victoria and me decided to share since we can't decide whether to have pizza or pasta individually and that's what we had for our dinner... =)

*forgot the name of the pizza*

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Carbonara

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Pistachio, orange and mango *sorbet* <--- is that how we spell it...???

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Good company = Good dinner
=D

5th assignment

5th assignment... 1st 3rd year unit assignment for uni submitted yesterday... More assignments are yet to come... One upcoming on this sunday...

Am currently in library... Did something bad... Went for 1 hour of psychology lab and decided i don't want to stay on... So i made up an excuse and skipped the 2nd hour of lab...

I really don't understand why am i studying psychology... Whatever i'm studying now doesn't seems to be what i think i should be studying... But anyway... I'm halfway through... But most probably i won't strive to pursue 4th year psychology programme... It seems to be a waste of time and that might not be the field i want to be in after all...

That's all then... Bye everyone... =)

Random random random...

Alright... This is really random... But anyway... I was suppose to blog about this few weeks back but assignment killed me and delayed this post till now... We drew this during our psychology lecture... Take note... Yes... It's "we" and not "me"... The lecturer told us to draw our family and... "tadah"... That's what i drew... A small happy family... Everyone with a smiling face and of course with mei mei's and mine's the broadest smile...

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That's all for this post... Got to stick my butt down on my chair n start my 35% psychology assignment due wednesday... Bless me with the necessary wisdom to do my assignment...

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Bye bye everyone... :)

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I'm happy today... I did shopping for my family members and i was tellin Sue how dissappointed i get when people get you souvenirs for the sake of giving you something... So i'll definitely not do last minute shopping... And not to doubt... Mei mei always took most of my money away... :D

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To Sue: Please remember to come with a lighter luggage weight... I've got a huge bag of stuff for you to bring home for me... Miss you... *hugs*

last but not least... and you too.. ...

Sorry for causing you to be "not you" once...

Sorry for all the invisible pressure exerted on you once...

But thank you for all the wonderful memories we once had...

And thank you for walking hand in hand with me once...

Remember our promise we'll always be friends...

We had our thumbprints printed...

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I'll wait for that day...

and you...

Just how much i miss you...

2007

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