Family girl missing home...

So in 2 hours... I've cried for 4 times in a row... Depression is going to hit on me sooner or later...

There was this really uneasy feeling in me today and as if it's reflex, I just sms daddy and asked him to call me back... Cause daddy and mommy work together, so asking him to call me is equivalent to "I want to talk to mom."... Daddy called me within 15 minutes...

Mom talked to me first... And i cried cause i told her i want to go home...

Dad talked to me next... He asked about my studies... And i told him again i wish i'm home... He say i should appreciate that i don't have to do housework for 1 year... He'll help me with sweeping and mopping the house... He'll help me keep my room in the best condition... He has checked my room's air con and is sure it's still in good condition... There is no cockroach in my room and blah blah blah... And i cried again the second time...

And in another hour time... Room's phone rang... And it's big brother who called... Yes... They always so coincidentally call me on the same day... That's why we are a family... And eventually with my missing home mood... I cried for the third time...

And within another 15 minutes after i put down the phone with my big brother... Second brother called... And i cried again for the fourth time...

I'm not a mommy's girl... Neither am i a daddy's girl... But i'm a family girl who consist of mommy's+daddy's+brothers' girl... I really wonder why did i choose to come here when i know i'm a family oriented girl and i'll be really homesick...

*sigh* I miss home... I miss my clean bedroom... I miss my bed...

And for people who don't know... I'm a cleanliness freak... My room back home is a not to be messed place... So whenever family wants me to be home... They just have to tell me that my room has been messed up and i'll definately "fly" home...

And last but not least... I'm glad that i've such caring and good brothers in my life...

The Break Up (not me definately)

It's a forwarded mail from Sue and it's cute... Enjoy people... =D

The image's a bit small... Click on it and you'll be able to see the wordings clearly... *hugs*

Bad bad headache

Been feeling awfully uncomfortable... Might be cause i've been missing a lot of sleeps... Might be cause of my period... Might be a lot a lot of other factors...

It's not i don't want to sleep... But i just couldn't seems to sleep... Lied down on bed and had my eyes open for an hour... Ended up sleeping late but yet still waking up early... I don't like this... I'm seriously detesting this feeling... I just want to sleep soundly every night and get my appropriate rest... It has been 2 weeks since i last really absorbed in lecture materials... I'm mentally exhausted...

I'm having a really awful headache now... There's so much of things yet left undone... But i got to head to bed... Everything will be in silent tonight... Plugging out of telephone line... Silenting all my phones including incoming calls... I just want a sleep to sustain me through tomorrow's lecture... And a sleep to make me feel better...

Breathing difficulty

Whole day today was so stuffy, the air being very humid. You can feel that there is difficulty in breathing. I've opened my door since 10pm until now going to be 2am. I've never thought i'll do that but now stairway 6 felt like a home more and all i did was just opening my room's door. Can say hi to everyone around me easier also. Getting used to the toilet i'm using. Getting used to walk to the far kitchen even if it is to reheat back my food. Getting more used to this change of lifestyle i'm leading.

Finished and submitted the 1st assignment for this semester, short 2.5% psychology online assignment which i have no idea whether i'm on the right track or not without Simran's guidance.

Feeling very bad coz gor gor sent me money again. I've submitted a lot of resumes but still no calls from them. I'm getting very disappointed as well. I want to get a job fast, even if it is a low pay job.

Alright, not feeling that good either due to pms. Good night people. *smile*

Chadstone Shopping Center

Ok... So today wasn't a bad day... Considered it to be a good day after all... =D

Today's friday and Wai Chien has got no class... So i thought i could sleep in till late but failed...!!! I still do wake up either in the middle of the night or in the early early morning... And today my biological clock chose to wake me up in the early morning... I woke up, went toilet and realised i couldn't sleep back when i returned to my room... And so... I went to do my laundry... I went and do my laundry at 8.40am in the morning...!!! Can you imagine a lazy Wai Chien actually doing this... But yet she still continues doing it... Hahaha... 1 hour washing machine... 1 hour 40 minutes for dryer... That ends around 11.40am... After then which i washed up and prepared to meet Sue Anne at campus center... She agreed to go with me to Chadstone Shopping Center today... A very nice friend i found who's able to go around places with me...

Darrel came along also cause he needs to get his rice cooker... I got my 8 cups of rice cooker for $29 and he got his 10 cups of rice cooker for $30... But i got mine before him and i'm definately contented with my current rice cooker... So no complains or grumbles... But a good point to think about... What do i do with my rice cooker after 1 year after my exchange program...

So Sue Anne and me starting walking around Chadstone from 1pm to 8pm... Had our lunch there and i finally ate my Hungry Jack's... Had been craving to eat it for a very long time but everytime also missed it and i finally ate it today... So consider contented... :)

And i'm still waiting for calls calls calls...