Do not read if you are not in a good mood...

I'm tired...

Both mentally and physically...

Perhaps it's just not my day today...

Didn't sleep well last nite...

I remember falling asleep...

But the next thing is i actually knew i took a turn on the bed...

Straight after Business Law Tutorial at 10am...

Tee Yew, Sue and me went MUSA...

Simran joined us there...

Kim Han was foosing with K...

The first thing he said was he don't know where is his wallet...

It's either in the car or he dropped it...

Sue and my first reaction is to ask him to go find for his wallet immediately...

But he continue foosing...

So i took the ball away...

In Sue's thinking...

She knows how tedious it gets if all the cards are lost...

In my thinking...

I just know had bad it feels if something has been lost...

I don't want him to experience that...

But sadly... =(

He totally misunderstood our intention...

and interpret it as we scolding him...

Until now...

He is still emoing with me...

I just feel shit when i placed all my concern but it's not being appreciated...

Went for Psychology lecture...

I was being a very good girl...

The 1st time i actually listen throughout the whole lecture...

And take down notes...

I was really hungry after Psychology lecture...

Had only intended to eat in uni cafeteria coz it was raining earlier on...

When the lecture finished...

It was only drizzling a bit...

So Tee Yew suggested to go Medan...

The food there are way cheaper and nicer...

Kim Han was doing his Consumer Behavior test so did not join us for lunch...

Normally...

I'll always agree on the healthier option...

Which is to walk all the way from uni to Medan and back to uni after eating...

But it was drizzling today...

So i suggested to drive to go...

This friend of our's...

Being very "SMART" of him...

Said, "Wai Chien also always don't want to walk."

In the first place...

You are in no position to comment about me...

Secondly...

You had NEVER joined us to go Medan for any lunch...

So in what position are you to make that sentence...

Even in uni itself...

I'll always insist to walk the stairs instead of taking the lift...

So just "SHUT UP" when you know nothing...!!!

I didn't want to walk because it's drizzling...

I know how fast i can fall sick if i walk under the rain...

It's not like if i fall sick...

I can stay home and sleep whole day long...

I got a whole long list of things to do...

And i've already been not feeling well...

I'm trying my best to prevent it from happening because i can't afford to fall sick now...

Went for Business Stats Tutorial at 2pm...

Out tutor, Mr Choo, didn't come...

TC Tang replaced the class...

I wasn't in any mood throughout the whole class...

It just felt and seems that everything has fallen down on me...

Everyone is turning their backs away from me...

I just felt damn down...

Straight after Business Stats Tutorial...

I suggested to go home...

As mentioned in previous post before...

I just love being at home...

So what can be more cosy being back at home when everything seems so down...

I said to Sue i want to drive home...

And yes i was allowed to...

I was already in a bad mood...

The only way to hide it is by talking...

And i know i'll talk a lot when driving because i'll be busy complaining...

But just at this traffic light before turning into LDP...

I turned to take my jacket...

Sue turned together and her elbow hit my left eye nicely...

The next thing i can feel is my eye is in pain...

Following it is my contact lens dropping...

I've wore contact lens for don't know how many years...

And this is the FIRST time it dropped...

Of course i feel damn pissed...

Sue took over the driving...

I was quiet throughout the whole journey home...

I just did not know what to say...

There are a lot of things running through my mind...

Oh yah...

Before i left uni...

I sent a quite nasty sms to Kim Han...

I was totally emo with him when i see him still being emo with me when i see him in MUSA after my Business Stats Tutorial...

Kim Han did not bother replying me...

I know you'll be reading my blog...

All i can say is "I'm sorry..."

I didn't know the concern expressed for you will be an irritation...

On the way walking out of uni...

Bumped into Dominic and Daniel...

Dominic first said...

"You look tired..."

But after a few seconds...

"Nah... You look sad..."

He was really indeed very observant...

So now i'm back home blogging here...

Listening to songs at the same time...

Home alone as usual...

I miss my old days...

I miss my Singapore life...

When everything is still so innocent and simple...

Sometimes...

It's really not a good thing to know many things...

The more you know...

The more you'll think about it...

The more you'll get yourself hurt...

But if you chooses not to know the truth...

You'll be hurting people when you didn't at all intend to...

Has things been becoming complicating...

Or it's just merely me who is thinking too much...

I'm just feeling very down at this period of time...

So please do not keep disturbing me...

Sorry to all those i've hurt...

I know to a lot of you...

You just feel it's unfair that it seems that i'm always being more protected at times...

It seems that i've always been getting things the way i want...

I really don't...

I can be strong in front of everyone...

Without shedding any tears...

Without any complains...

But there's a lot of times when things aren't at all fair to me...

Believe me...