Happenings of the day...

Am now in Stats clab... Just came back from AC for lunch... Coz Tee Yew says his hands are itching from foos... Well... I would say... We should all praise Tee Yew that he manage to hold back his urge to foos for the past few days...

Originally was said to drive Sue's car to AC and i actually vlounteered that i want to drive... For all your info... I'm still a very new driver who just get my driving license and i always need people to sit next to me when i drive and i always feel very tension... But coz Alvin joined us at the last minute and we all couldn't fit in Sue's car so we changed to driving Kim Han's car... I was disappointed at the beginning coz i couldn't drive but then Kim Han says he allows me to drive his Sentra... Can you believe it...? He's actually allowing me to drive his Sentra... Oh my goodness...

"Kim Han is sooo SWEET...!!!"

And at the same time... Alvin is nudging me at the side and wants me to say this:

"Alvin is SOOO SWEET...!!!"

Hahaha... * I was being forced...*

So i drove all the way to AC... Wow... It feels so good... I didn't drive back after lunch... Michie drove... =D

For this time... I meant it wholeheartedly...

"Alvin is really SOOO SWEET...!!!"

I'm charging my phone in the lab... And it needs another 30minutes to be fully charged but class had already finished... So i asked can we stay until my phone is done... Given Alvin's so sweet personality... He said yes... Hahaha...

Alright... I'm off... Busy preparations for finals... But also busy going out for friends' birthday celebration...

It's Chee Hoe's zai zai birthday today...

Happy Birthday Chee Hoe...!!!

Dream phone...

I was reading through Qing Wen's blog and came across that she felt hurt and she had been crying over the past 1 hour in a certain blog post... But thanks god that she had got someone who had been by her side while she was feeling down... This is very random but yah... I remember last time whenever i cried... There is this number which i will pick up my phone and dial and i know this person will definately sit silently by the other side and listen to the crying... But now... Whenever i cried... There is no one who i will actually think of for me to pick up the phone to give them a call... What i dislike about people is that theyalways remember your weakness and keep on making fun of that point in future... Believe me... No matter how close is that someone to you... They will also do the same thing to you... They did stand in your shoes and think for you... But when they are having fun making fun of you... They are lost in their own world... So serve a lot of them right to be banged or rather left out by other people in their life...

So alrite... Enough with the emo paragraph... I might have a long long list just to reprimand people with their selfish personality... NEVER THINK ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE"S FEELINGS...!!!

So yah... Let's back track a bit... Well... Not really a bit... It's quite a lot... Remember 1 of my previous posts commenting about Sony Ericsson... I remember mentioning something about boycotting them... Just at the point of time when i was really disappointed with them... They actually gave a very good solution to my problem to have change a brand new phone for me... I was contented with it... Don't be mistaken... I was content with their solution of changing a new phone but still not contented with the phone itself...

I don't know whether you people are aware of it but my dream phone since erm i dunno when... It has been Nokia N95... So that time when i got back my Sony Ericsson... I just merely made a statement that if anything goes wrong with the phone before my brithday... I'll get myself a new phone which indirectly refers to my dream phone... Hehehe... Not only that... "Anything goes wrong" includes dropping of the phone...

I made that statment to Sue and so she was very cautious with my phone... The worries she has for my phone is more than how much i care for it... She told everyone who played with my phone to be careful with it if not whoever drops it got to sponsor a portion for my next phone... But who knows... I was the clever one who drops the phone myself...

All because of Michelle... I know you'll surely be having that innocent face and will say "Why me...???" on you right now... Hahaha... Remember i was holding on to my phone in musa at that time and Sue, Michelle, Chee Hoe and me are sitting together... Michelle was wearing a white top i still remember with a pocket on the left hand side... She was "checking the pocket out" and me being a busybody wanted to volunteer and helped her to check also... I stood up holding to the handphone strap on my phone and who knows... The handphone strap was not properly hooked on and my phone fell nicely down to the floor...

"Ouch"

There goes my phone... All the effort of protecting it wheni got a brand new one... Sue immediately comforted me saying we didn't drop it onto the floor coz there was carpet... *musa is carpeted" --> it sounds so not correct... The impact isn't that great... I was quite upset that i dropped the phone but something else cheered my day up that time...

Over the weekend... Things just happens... N95 appears in my aunt's restaurant... The phone was given by my aunt's friend's relatives from overseas... It was considered to be an extra phone since everyone's current phones are still in good condition... The phone was initially to be given to my aunt's friend's relative A, and A will give his phone to B which means B will be using two phones... For your info... B is a girl whereby the two of us mutually know we don't like each other...

So i just asked my aunt casually whether i can have the phone and let's call A to ask his permission... My aunt did it immediately leaving me shocked for a moment... I didn't expect that i'll have the chance to own that phone... And surprisingly A said ok because he's very comfortable with his current phone and has not intended to change... So the plan was "Wai Chien will have the phone!"

A lot of people was affected by my phone... B couldn't get the phone... A lot of people damn pissed that why when i got such a nice phone (according to them but not me) , why do i still want to change phone... But at the same time... A lot of people are perfectly fine with me getting the phone because they knew from the beginning that i've always want that phone...

I thought a lot before finally on sunday night... I said to my aunt... "Can i have the phone...???" And there... I got my dream phone without any consideration...

I've promised to give my Sony Ericsson to my eldest brother and he's currently using my phone... His phone was given to one of my cousins and he's using two phones now...

So that's all... I'm using my dream phone and exams in next week time... I'm so not prepared... Studying plans on the way...!!!

Miracle...???

Seems like it's been a long time i haven't blog... Not only me... A lot of people around me seems to be not updating their blog recently also... =)

Went for Business Law tutorial this morning at 9am... The night before i've purposely made a call to Kim Han and asked whether he's joining my slot and he said yes he will... Then i called Tee Yew wanting to ask is he in my slot also... But he didn't pick up my call... Then i sms him... But no reply...

Reached uni at 8.45am... Didn't see "6100" and so i called "012-265 xxxx* and guessed what he says once he picked up the call... "Bad news... I'm still sleeping... Why you didn't call and wake me up..."

To Kim Han: I'll make sure i wake you up the next time round...

Then next... Saw Tee Yew in classroom... So i asked him why he never pick my my call and never reply sms... He smiled and said he told Sue and so indirectly he knows i'll know about it...

To Tee Yew: Smart of you...!!!

Next class is 11am Psychology lecture... Kim Han, Sue, Tee Yew and me were eating in cafeteria at 10am+... Coz my watch battery stopped working so I wasn't wearing any watch... Therefore do not blame me if for the time being... I got no sense of time... *as if i got it normally* Hehehe...

When Kim Han looked at his watch... It was already 11.10am... So might as well just skipped it... Simran didn't sms me and looked for me also... Then the four of us entered into a so called oral contract with Tee Yew that we must reduce his number of foosing and start studying... There we go... We have arranged to study two hours everyday TOGETHER...!!! People who are interested to join... Sms and ask me the time alrite...??? 1st hour will be silent study... 2nd hour will focus on discussion and past year papers...

To Tee Yew: Remember you promised you won't go foosing in between the 1st and 2nd hour break... Everytime you break it... You will be fined RM5...

A photo of Kim Han, Sue, Tee Yew and my bottle... =D

I skipped my 2pm Stats Clab also... I was really tired... I didn't even have the energy to stay in uni... So i went back home at 12pm+... I seem unhappy according to Sue... Well... I don't know... I thought i'll be happy after getting what i want... But after done so much... It seems like either what i want is more than this or all these are not what i want actually...

I remember i was telling Sue i had been very bad to 2 people recently... I really didn't want to... But the hurt they brought to me has really been too much... No one has realised that they two are actually hurting me... I always seems to play along when we talked about them... But who has actually taken the trouble to look at me seriously and checked whether i'm really fine... Enough of them... Talking about them will only affect my mood... No point in getting upset over them anymore...

Talked to 1000+ senior in MUSA before leaving uni today... He said my face seems to be rounder recently... Of course my face will become round... Everytime i'm unhappy... I'll go around looking for sweet desserts to eat... How can i not get fat...

I'll go on diet... I'll go on diet... I'll go on diet...

Will miracle happens to me...???

Past Memories

Was online wanting to research information for my second assignment and realise i'm falling asleep soon reading all those long and small fonts articles...

Then the song "A Whole New World" came into my mind... But soon it just went off cause my mood isn't right for that song to be sang in my mind at that moment...

Then suddenly Singapore National Day songs came pouring into my mind... I had this CD on all those songs cause i participated in one of the National Day Parade in Year 2001 and i on it on the PC... But soon after... I went into Youtube and start searching for those Singapore National Day Parade clips...

Only then i realise how much i miss my life back then... Well... You guys can't blame me on it that i have not much sense of belonging to Malaysia... I was borned in Singapore... I was brought up there... I attended at least half my education life there... My social life was formed there... Mom just bring my brother and me back to Malaysia for vacation during my holidays...

Then all of a sudden... I had to move back to Malaysia... Never had i expect that to happen... It just never cross a 14 years old small girl mind that it will happen... So i moved back relunctantly with all those tears and memories...

Dad requested that i stopped schooling for a year before proceeding to study to adapt to Malaysia lifestyle... I always thought people are all unfriendly... Perhaps of where i was brought up in... *you guys should get what i mean* I was afraid of entering a whole new school... I used to remember how we "make fun" of people who joined our class in the middle of no where in my secondary school cause we already got our own clan... So yah... I was terrified on the 1st day i stepped into my high school...

But i was TOALLY and ABSOLUTELY wrong...!!! Everyone in the same grade welcome all the new students who joined... They will come up to you and say hi... I got a culture shock... Hahaha... I'm serious... That was... Can be considered the first time i saw so many different nationalities of people studying together... I adapted fast into the high school... The school wasn't anything of being grand... It was a very small school... Renovation are a bit old also... But you'll get the home sweet home feeling there... That was the first time i told my mom, "I love enjoying to go school."

Sigh... Memories are all pouring back... So the best thing to do now is to return to my own sweet cosy room... I give up on my management assignment... It's a 2000 words assignments due on friday and believe it or not... I haven't start on it yet... I actually did think of giving it up... But it's worth 25% of the whole final grades... I remembered i promised myself, my family that i'll surely do well this semester since i screw up my last semester... So i must fulfill this promise cause i don't like people who make empty promiseSSS... If i don't want other people to do the same thing to me... I shouldn't be doing it myself in the first place... But i might give up on my Psychology Interlearn... It's worth 2.5% of the whole final grades... It's also due on friday... But all these are MIGHT...

Alright... I'm off to sleep... To get enough rest for my brain to function properly tomorrow... *hugs people*

I WANT TO LEAVE BADLY...!!!

I don't like the life here...!!!

I don't like the life here...!!!

I don't like the life here...!!!

It's only filled with UNHAPPY memories...!!!

I want to leave here...!!!

I want to go somewhere where i will once again protect myself from being hurt over and over again...!!!

I want to go somewhere where everything will start brand new again...!!!

Things will never be back like how it used to be...!!!

Leave it and move on...!!!

Kleenex

Hehehe... A very random post it's going to be... Just wanted to tell you guys what a fan i am for "Kleenex Tissues"...

Pictures will tell you the whole story...

2 boxes in the cabinet...

4 boxes on the study table...

So total 6 boxes of Kleenex Tissues in my room...

The very very first time i chose to buy Kleenex is totally because of the nice design on the boxes...

I just love them... Somehow the tissues seems to be so much more nicer to use from a nice box...

Hahaha...!!!

The second reason... The tissues quality is really good... NO DOUBT ON THAT...!!! As least it's better than using those Carref**r or Tes** ones... If you have a running nose and using the C and the T brand... There goes your nose...

So people... Go grab a box and try using them... U might fall in love with it just like me...

*Don't ask me for samples, i won't let go of any of my boxes =P *

There was these other nice designs i saw today... But 3 boxes cost around RM12... That is seriously expensive... I still can't afford to use that type of tissues yet...

So yah...

SUPPORT KLEENEX...!!!

Out of boredom...

Am currently in uni having Stats replacement tutorial... Skipped Psychology tutorial to come this class with two motives... One is to get answer for Assignment 4... The other is to listen to the tutorial solutions... But everyone seems engrossed with doing assignment so i suppose my tutor will eliminate going through the tutorial solution...

Thought of going for another slot of Psychology tutorial in the afternoon from 2pm to 5pm... But i suppose i'll be skipping it again coz i really can't bring myself listening to his lecture... It'll be better off if i go shopping later =D ... After that i'll settle down in uni and do my work...

Week 10 of uni already... So fast... 10 weeks just pass like this... Exams starting from week 14... I still feel very lost in a lot of areas but i'll take them step by step... Takkan i break down and cry now and say i don't want to take exams... Hahaha...!!!

Still a lot of assignments awaiting me... Same saying goes by... Take them step by step... But i might have to sacrifice a lot of sleep... Oh my... I don't know how will i survive without my precious sleep...

Sigh... Got to work today also... Will go down KL after 5pm... Still figuring out how i'll go but i'll find a way...

Mom off from work tomorrow... Thinking whether i should celebrate Mothers' Day tomorrow... But don't have the budget to treat whole family... Haven't buy the gift for her yet... Planning to buy her a Nike bottle... Dad already got 1 as his birthday present... Big brother seems interested in it also though he keep on saying he doesn't want to have the same thing as us but at the same time he say he don't have the budget to buy a new bottle... Contradicting right...???

Alrite... I'm getting bored... Still left with 2 questions to answer for my Stats... Will continue to seek for answers...

Bye people... *hugs*

Complaints...

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3rd week of work... As expected... Conflicts or rather internal wars are gradually showing up... Let's not mention names... All these are my (Wai Chien's) personal instincts... Has nothing got to do with any other people...

1) Just had this feeling that the cashier doesn't really like the idea of me learning how to handle the cashier machine... She might just be afraid that i might "steal" her position from her... Instinct tells me that she has been showing faces to me... She said yes she'll teach me how to handle the machine but she does nothing in letting me getting near the machine... Anybody else is there but not me...

2) People working at the outside are not cooperative at all... Well... I won't say i'm a 100% hardworking worker... To some extent... I can be the most laziest worker there... But still... No matter what... Being as a group... I don't think we should be selfish... But after encountering few incidents of her being selfish... I just become disappointed and does not help her out anymore... Nowadays... I kept on running into the kitchen to help out and doesn't stay at the front... I know they feel unfair because i'm exempted from doing a lot of things which might be required to be done by workers working at the outside... But this still doesn't give you the authority to not do your work...

3) I'll say the running of the restaurant are poor... Business are acceptable... Food are acceptable but workers are not acceptable... There are far too much relatives and close friends working there together... Relative A might not like what Relative B is doing... But because they are relatives... They have to pretend like everything is still on good terms... Isn't that very tiring...???

4) Relatives backstabbing each other... Relative B is complaining to her husband as we suspect... So Relative B's husband is saying isn't the past better when everyone doesn't see other that often... Come on... Perhaps i'm biased... But seriously... Problems exist within Relative B and her husband... They are being very calculative... Relative A is smart though... She replied saying i'm leaving soon... So no worries... Even next time you want to see me around... You won't also...

*Bear in mind... I'm not Relative A... I can promise you on that... *

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Gentleman... What makes a gentleman...??? A easy but yet difficult question to answer...

1) Gentleman... A guy who opens the door and insist on the girl entering first...

2) Gentleman... A guy who involves girls in any activities...

3) Gentleman... A guy who treats his family members well...!!!

So what even if you seems like the perfect guy all girls want to be with if you don't love your family members at all...

1) A guy who sees his family members carrying heavy stuff but walk off at the front at a fast pace...

2) A guy who is jealous over own family members' acheivements...

3) A guy who is not willing to help lighten family burden...

Does that make this guy a gentleman then...???

I won't say i'm a great girl or daughter but at least... My mom knows whenever she falls... She'll have me around...

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Taking a friend for granted... I'm sure everyone experience that... When you are very close to someone... You will gradually take that friend for granted... You'll gradually expect that friend to do things she normally does... You'll gradually expect that friend to know what you are thinking and feeling... When all these does not happen... You'll feel disappointed...

* We've talked about these problems before... But once again... I feel i'm being taken for granted... You expect me to sms you every morning to greet you... Whenever i don't... You'll be asking why... For the past 1 week... I admit i did it on purpose to not sms you every morning... I don't care... You jolly well know this fact very well that i don't like smsing... You had a dinner on friday... All i knew was you are having stomach pain... I didn't at all know you enjoyed the dinner full of laughters until upon reading your blog... So a friend is just someone who you share you sadness with...??? I told you this before... All calls are made with a purpose... Not on the basis of asking what are you doing... I remember i used to be able to talk one hour of phone with you throughout my whole journey back to Ipoh... But now... I'm sorry... If things doens't work out... I won't do anything... There's no point for explanations... Instinct are there... Sixth sense tells you that... If i doens't know your thing... It doesn't make any sense of me telling you what's happening around my world... *

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That's all for the time being... Good night people... *hugs*

This is for Kim Han: Cheer up... =D